I am the world's biggest procrastinator.... seriously
Here I am at Hale, plenty of time to do my homework, and I'm writing in my blog..... WHY?!
Sigh... I haven't ever really had any problems with my procrastination.... I'm proud to say I'm smart enough to kinda glide through school so far.... SO FAR I haven't had a problem this semester either.
I know the worst has yet to come though, and I need to break the cycle. Sigh, but I'll probably procrastinate until it actually hurts me.... why can't I learn my lesson before I get hurt? Anywho.... I'm way too freaking tired to do my homework right now.... ask Jay, I have no energy today...
*SIGH*
I'm tired
What I'm grateful for:"Weekends."
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Love just gets stronger
I'll admit I've been stressed these past couple of weeks.
Going up to Ogden everyday, school, Jay going to school and being gone all night. It's all been getting to me. But this weekend was way awesome.
I got tons of time with Jay this weekend, and I realized that when we spend time with other people, it does not compromise "our" time together, it actually enhances it.
Friday night I came home pissy and wasn't very much fun, poor Jay.
But Saturday was fun. We kinda went on a shopping spree in the morning (Bad Brooke and Jay) and after work we went over to Hasting's new apartment, and that turned out to be really fun. Hanging with the monkey and my aunt, he he. We even got a great meal and our trip to Yellowstone kinda started planned.... that was so totally ungrammatical. But I make it a point not to backspace, that way I make sure my true thoughts get put down.
Sunday started out kinda blah. Church is always so hard. But Sunday night was fun, we went to dinner at Jay's parents and stayed and played Disney Scene it with his parents and Laura. Something I actually know! YAY!
On Monday, Jay stayed home "Sick" So we went to a movie with Brandy and Dan. I was feelin pretty sick, so I slept through a lot of it. But I got to sit in Jay's lap, so I was at least happy :D.
I got a great husband.
And I realized that to get the most out of my time with Jay doesn't require me and him all alone and only paying attention to each other. It doesn't require anything, being together is being together, period.
Thanks family for the great weekend
What I'm grateful for: Once again, my pack!
Quote of the Day:"Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like nobody is looking."
Going up to Ogden everyday, school, Jay going to school and being gone all night. It's all been getting to me. But this weekend was way awesome.
I got tons of time with Jay this weekend, and I realized that when we spend time with other people, it does not compromise "our" time together, it actually enhances it.
Friday night I came home pissy and wasn't very much fun, poor Jay.
But Saturday was fun. We kinda went on a shopping spree in the morning (Bad Brooke and Jay) and after work we went over to Hasting's new apartment, and that turned out to be really fun. Hanging with the monkey and my aunt, he he. We even got a great meal and our trip to Yellowstone kinda started planned.... that was so totally ungrammatical. But I make it a point not to backspace, that way I make sure my true thoughts get put down.
Sunday started out kinda blah. Church is always so hard. But Sunday night was fun, we went to dinner at Jay's parents and stayed and played Disney Scene it with his parents and Laura. Something I actually know! YAY!
On Monday, Jay stayed home "Sick" So we went to a movie with Brandy and Dan. I was feelin pretty sick, so I slept through a lot of it. But I got to sit in Jay's lap, so I was at least happy :D.
I got a great husband.
And I realized that to get the most out of my time with Jay doesn't require me and him all alone and only paying attention to each other. It doesn't require anything, being together is being together, period.
Thanks family for the great weekend
What I'm grateful for: Once again, my pack!
Quote of the Day:"Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like nobody is looking."
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
The Glass has a hole, let's give it a Bandaid
What an interesting week last week was. From my last post you can all tell that it started out fine. Things kinda had a downward slope last week. If you're interested in reading about my week, have at it. You might get a few chuckles.
Monday: Read my last post. If you're that interested.
Tuesday: The classes I'd rather not take but have to because they're fluff required for my major..... Well, they didn't go too bad, I didn't have my book for either of these classes. The people in my History of Science class all seem to have my major, kinda, theirs a few others in there. But they're all way farther along then I am. So feel out of place and stupid. All of these people are science buffs who've had nothing to do all their lives but play scientist. ANYWAY, the teacher is disorganized (like all scientists) so the class is really hard to follow.
I'm not saying I let this ruin my whole day, but I was a little stressed out. I can't remember what we did Tuesday night, I think we cuddled.
Wednesday: There was horrible traffic and I just barely made the train, lucky me. We watched a very interesting movie about the creation of Earth in Geology.
I was so happy to be back in biology that tears were forming in my eyes. It was tons of fun, I wore boots that day thinking the stand out for the bus ride was going to be bad like the days before when I didn't wear boots. It was a very pretty sunny and hot day. We went to work at Hale that night....
Thursday: Today was just plain upsetting.... not sure why. I failed a quiz cause my book had still not come, that made my day bad. And Subway sandwich from the day before was soggy, and I was hungry, so that sucked. I cried on the way home (I think the week was just getting to me) Jay came home early to help me stop.
Friday: I had a horrible sore throat when I woke up. It was awful. If I could I would have skipped school, but I had my first lab that day! So, Jay did the most awesome thing and took the day off and came with ME!!!!!! Hurray! So, the day was wonderful besides the sore throat. We went to a hockey game that I was totally miserable through but didn't want to leave cause Jay was enjoying himself. We came home and I fell asleep in my coat, jeans and hat.
Saturday: 2 AM I'm got up and stripped to nothing because I was dying of heat. Woke up at five and couldn't sleep after that, my throat KILLED!
We didn't really have money to go to the doctor, but there wasn't any other way to fix my problem. So went to instacare, copay 20 bucks, not bad. BUT there was no water fountain in the waiting room, and that sucked and was stupid. grrr we had to go find one. Idiots, you'd think you'd want one in there. ANYWAY Strep throat, shot in the butt, good to go. Not really. We went to lunch with my firends which was really nice, but awkward cause Jenelle's boyfriend was there and made an ass out of himslef in most of our opinions. So, as Jenelle suggested we go to her house we all made the excuse of having something to do, and ended up at Grandma's :D. We talked for a while, and Selina was being more understanding than usual and it was quite enjoyable.
I found some people to work for me, but we needded Jay to work because we needed the money. And that sucked. As soon as he left (seriously not even five minutes) something went wrong. We shall not speak of that.
I watched Poirot all afternoon long and was fairly miserable. Hastings kept good company, laughing at Poirot every once in the while, even though she wasn't in the room. She also watched Sox try and make his get away. Thank goodness for Hastings and an Absent Dee Ray. Gabby was happy I was home anyway, lol.
Sunday: My throat hurt so bad.... 4 AM, Jay gets up and makes me tea, such a great husband.
We skip church and sleep till I think 9. It was nice.... the we sat around ( I think) nutil we went to ny parents house to eat. That's a;ways fun... at least Gabby gets a walk out of it. We watched 24 with Carrie which turned out much more interesting than expeted, thanks guys.
I still felt like crap, the shot was taking forever to work. Jay was kind of distant all day, I think he was tired.
Monday:I was not prepared for another day of school. In the morning I still felt miserable
On the way, a homeless crazy guy in the trax wanted to talk... I indulged him, which was dumb, cause he missed his station, and I couldn't help him off of the next one. Thank God a young man came to my rescue.
The frontrunner dude said I needed a different bus pass. which was inconsistent with what I had been told before, but I figured I'd better listen. Classes went fine, I picked up a bus pass and was headed home, I was also feeeling tons better. Yay! Selina came and hung out for a while then we went to work.
I've done a lot of rambling. I thought I was explaining what had gone so wrong with my week. But I still don't understand why that week felt so bad. Besides the being sick part it was okay. I really need to keep my chin up I think. I hoped you enjoyed my Saturday as much as I did. :D
What I'm grateful for: My Pack, Awoowoowoo
Monday: Read my last post. If you're that interested.
Tuesday: The classes I'd rather not take but have to because they're fluff required for my major..... Well, they didn't go too bad, I didn't have my book for either of these classes. The people in my History of Science class all seem to have my major, kinda, theirs a few others in there. But they're all way farther along then I am. So feel out of place and stupid. All of these people are science buffs who've had nothing to do all their lives but play scientist. ANYWAY, the teacher is disorganized (like all scientists) so the class is really hard to follow.
I'm not saying I let this ruin my whole day, but I was a little stressed out. I can't remember what we did Tuesday night, I think we cuddled.
Wednesday: There was horrible traffic and I just barely made the train, lucky me. We watched a very interesting movie about the creation of Earth in Geology.
I was so happy to be back in biology that tears were forming in my eyes. It was tons of fun, I wore boots that day thinking the stand out for the bus ride was going to be bad like the days before when I didn't wear boots. It was a very pretty sunny and hot day. We went to work at Hale that night....
Thursday: Today was just plain upsetting.... not sure why. I failed a quiz cause my book had still not come, that made my day bad. And Subway sandwich from the day before was soggy, and I was hungry, so that sucked. I cried on the way home (I think the week was just getting to me) Jay came home early to help me stop.
Friday: I had a horrible sore throat when I woke up. It was awful. If I could I would have skipped school, but I had my first lab that day! So, Jay did the most awesome thing and took the day off and came with ME!!!!!! Hurray! So, the day was wonderful besides the sore throat. We went to a hockey game that I was totally miserable through but didn't want to leave cause Jay was enjoying himself. We came home and I fell asleep in my coat, jeans and hat.
Saturday: 2 AM I'm got up and stripped to nothing because I was dying of heat. Woke up at five and couldn't sleep after that, my throat KILLED!
We didn't really have money to go to the doctor, but there wasn't any other way to fix my problem. So went to instacare, copay 20 bucks, not bad. BUT there was no water fountain in the waiting room, and that sucked and was stupid. grrr we had to go find one. Idiots, you'd think you'd want one in there. ANYWAY Strep throat, shot in the butt, good to go. Not really. We went to lunch with my firends which was really nice, but awkward cause Jenelle's boyfriend was there and made an ass out of himslef in most of our opinions. So, as Jenelle suggested we go to her house we all made the excuse of having something to do, and ended up at Grandma's :D. We talked for a while, and Selina was being more understanding than usual and it was quite enjoyable.
I found some people to work for me, but we needded Jay to work because we needed the money. And that sucked. As soon as he left (seriously not even five minutes) something went wrong. We shall not speak of that.
I watched Poirot all afternoon long and was fairly miserable. Hastings kept good company, laughing at Poirot every once in the while, even though she wasn't in the room. She also watched Sox try and make his get away. Thank goodness for Hastings and an Absent Dee Ray. Gabby was happy I was home anyway, lol.
Sunday: My throat hurt so bad.... 4 AM, Jay gets up and makes me tea, such a great husband.
We skip church and sleep till I think 9. It was nice.... the we sat around ( I think) nutil we went to ny parents house to eat. That's a;ways fun... at least Gabby gets a walk out of it. We watched 24 with Carrie which turned out much more interesting than expeted, thanks guys.
I still felt like crap, the shot was taking forever to work. Jay was kind of distant all day, I think he was tired.
Monday:I was not prepared for another day of school. In the morning I still felt miserable
On the way, a homeless crazy guy in the trax wanted to talk... I indulged him, which was dumb, cause he missed his station, and I couldn't help him off of the next one. Thank God a young man came to my rescue.
The frontrunner dude said I needed a different bus pass. which was inconsistent with what I had been told before, but I figured I'd better listen. Classes went fine, I picked up a bus pass and was headed home, I was also feeeling tons better. Yay! Selina came and hung out for a while then we went to work.
I've done a lot of rambling. I thought I was explaining what had gone so wrong with my week. But I still don't understand why that week felt so bad. Besides the being sick part it was okay. I really need to keep my chin up I think. I hoped you enjoyed my Saturday as much as I did. :D
What I'm grateful for: My Pack, Awoowoowoo
Monday, January 5, 2009
My First Day
The first thing you got to know is how little sleep I got last night because of A) a sudden attack of hyperness and B) nightmares about not being able to make it to Weber and monster professors. So, this morning I had a small panic attack quickly cut off by my sweet husband (he knows me so well)
So, the ride went great. Only one thing went wrong, my handsfree set wasn't working, so even though it's dangerous I drove with my hand to my ear, I needed Jay to talk me through the morning. It's funny cause I dreamt that I couldn't call Jay cause my phone wouldn't work on the way to the trax station. lol
I got to class on time, and everything went great. My Geology class is going to be fun. My Zoology (Biology Weber style) class is a little intimidating, but this semester is on animals, so I'm super super excited! If I'm behind the rest of the class, I can always study up on stuff.
I had to wait 30 minutes in the cold snow waiting for my bus because I didn't know what time it comes, for now on 15 of those minutes will be spent INSIDE! lol.. once on the bus it was standing room only and I was feeling really claustraphobic. Could have been worse though.
So, I'm on my way home, and I really need to go to the bathroom because I didn't find time to go up there. I'm gonna go home, stop at Wendy's get laundry started, take Gabby for a walk and relax, I think.... sounds good to me. Cause tommorow is all new classes to worry about. :D
What I'm grateful for: Text messaging.
Quote of the Day:"Marge, you're as pretty as Princess Leia and as smart as Yoda." Homer Simpson
So, the ride went great. Only one thing went wrong, my handsfree set wasn't working, so even though it's dangerous I drove with my hand to my ear, I needed Jay to talk me through the morning. It's funny cause I dreamt that I couldn't call Jay cause my phone wouldn't work on the way to the trax station. lol
I got to class on time, and everything went great. My Geology class is going to be fun. My Zoology (Biology Weber style) class is a little intimidating, but this semester is on animals, so I'm super super excited! If I'm behind the rest of the class, I can always study up on stuff.
I had to wait 30 minutes in the cold snow waiting for my bus because I didn't know what time it comes, for now on 15 of those minutes will be spent INSIDE! lol.. once on the bus it was standing room only and I was feeling really claustraphobic. Could have been worse though.
So, I'm on my way home, and I really need to go to the bathroom because I didn't find time to go up there. I'm gonna go home, stop at Wendy's get laundry started, take Gabby for a walk and relax, I think.... sounds good to me. Cause tommorow is all new classes to worry about. :D
What I'm grateful for: Text messaging.
Quote of the Day:"Marge, you're as pretty as Princess Leia and as smart as Yoda." Homer Simpson
Saturday, January 3, 2009
New Years Resolutions
Happy 2009!!!!
Guess I should write down some resolutions....
1)Try and save money for Yellowstone out of each paycheck we get.
2)Put some money away in savings
3)Take Gabby for a walk EVERY day
4)Drink at least two glasses of water or one water bottle a day
5)Try to control my emotions more and not get over-stressed or upset and depressed as much
6)Accept that going to Weber isn't going to be difficult, that I'll still see Jay every day.
7)Support Jay better
8)Help Jay with his homework as much as possible
9) (As soon as I get my books) Get all of my homework done on time
10)Actually study for tests... and finals
Ten resolutions are a lot, but I know there's a lot that needs to change, most of them will be pretty easy, especially the water thing...
Wish me luck, especially with numbers 5 and 6. I wish all of you luck on your resolutions.
What I'm grateful for:Long weekends with my husband.
Guess I should write down some resolutions....
1)Try and save money for Yellowstone out of each paycheck we get.
2)Put some money away in savings
3)Take Gabby for a walk EVERY day
4)Drink at least two glasses of water or one water bottle a day
5)Try to control my emotions more and not get over-stressed or upset and depressed as much
6)Accept that going to Weber isn't going to be difficult, that I'll still see Jay every day.
7)Support Jay better
8)Help Jay with his homework as much as possible
9) (As soon as I get my books) Get all of my homework done on time
10)Actually study for tests... and finals
Ten resolutions are a lot, but I know there's a lot that needs to change, most of them will be pretty easy, especially the water thing...
Wish me luck, especially with numbers 5 and 6. I wish all of you luck on your resolutions.
What I'm grateful for:Long weekends with my husband.
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