Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Looking at things the wrong way round

For some reason school (college anyway) just hasn't been fun for me. I've just hated it and wanted to get on with life. I look at my next semester, transferring to Weber, and it scares me and I totally dread it. I don't even give it a chance... plus the change it will bring scares and depresses me.
I need to enjoy what I'm doing while I'm doing it. I have the worst attitude about it. Of course it's no fun if I look at it as no fun. I've been told many times that perspective is what matters, it's just hard to change a perspective once you've judged it. I need to completely turn around... Enjoy school, cause I'm sure I'll be missing it later.... I miss being the happy-go-lucky person I was before I started school, (I'm sure Jay does too) it still shows through sometimes, it's not dead, I just need to bring her back! I let Utah State get to me.... let it sour my college education... :) And I should remember that me and Jay still have YEARS together... a little time apart won't kill us, just slightly wound us...
I''m feeling better right now, promise... :D More to come from your one and only Brooke-0!
Quote of the Day:"If you can't fly, then run. If you can't run, then walk. If you can't walk, then crawl. But whatever you do, keep moving." Martin Luther King

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Just think, this is helping to enhance those moments when all you have is each other. Make it better, make it stronger.

CassandJayde said...

Nothing I have to say will improve on Brandy's comment. When you are past this place, both of you will look back, realize how you both had the tenacity to make it work, and smile.

Jay said...

Honey...No matter how good or bad things are...I'm forever yours...I'm not going anywhere, so make the best of it!

Nicholiepoki said...

I hated school untill I really got into my classes for my major, hopefully you start to find those classes enjoyable!!