Thursday, November 13, 2008

I'm fine....


Judging by some of your comments, I think you all think I'm not doing very well... Not to worry folks, I'm fine! I'm really a happy person, my mind has just been geared towards focusing on the negative lately.... esp. in my blog for some reason... nothing has really changed lately, so I try to find something to write, and what comes to mind are the bad things. For some reason that's just me right now... I'm easily offended and hurt and that's what I focus on. SO!!!! I've made a goal, partly thanks to your facebook comments and partly because of something, rather silly, that Steven said last night.
A guy had a heart attack (or so the rumor goes) last night at the theatre. Before we knew that our fellow usher, and manager, Randy came escorted him out and told us to get him a diet coke... so we did. When Steven told me he had had a heart attack I was a little loopy (I had just been hyper about an hour before and was losing energy) and replied, well... at least we gave him a diet coke to make him feel better. Steven gave me a funny look and said, "way to be positive Brooke, good job." And I thought, I do need to be positive... MORE! I've been a total mope lately... That's no fun, for anyone... SO I WILL WRITE ONE GOOD THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME EVERY TIME I POST SOMETHING. Even if I'm upset... if I don't, you all must remind me and I will revise my post....
I promise to you all that I'm really happy. Just stressed out, school will do that to you...
I'm trying to be more positive and show my happiness more, even when Jay's not around. I think I need more exercise, and I've heard that exercise makes you happier. I need more walks... it's just getting time to do that... I hate taking walks alone....
The website that I'm supposed to doing my homework on is down! YAY!!! Time to procrastinate! ( and I was really gonna try to get it done without distracti0ons this time) So... anyone want to go to Chemistry for me tonight? That class is starting to stress me out horribly (which is part of my problem). It's the teacher's second semester, so we're guinea pigs. Which stinks because he just rearranged how we're going to do homework and tests for the rest of the semester. Now, instead of assignments that we have like 2 weeks to do.. (Still hard because there are TONS of questions and like 5 questions to each numbered question!) We now have to make up 5 questions per lecture and manage to do about 16 problems per lecture. The 5 questions are do the week after the lecture... the others aren't due till after thanksgiving... so far, Jay and I have only been able to do one set of the 5 questions... it's insanity!!! Think of how much we're going to have built up by the time Thanksgiving rolls along... SIGH!!! Oh well, We'll live through it... I'm sure the guy realizes that he can't be to hard in grading his guinea pigs
:D
Love ya'll
Quote of the day:“Everybody needs his memories. They keep the wolf of insignificance from the door.” Saul Bellows

3 comments:

Jay said...

You know what FINE stands for dont you?
Fucked up
Insecure
Norodic
Egotistical
I love you Brooke-o and we both need to figure this shit out...I want us to be happy and everything just gotta figure out how?! I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I LOVE YOU!!!

Brooke Funk said...

I AM HAPPY I TELLS YA!
:D

CassandJayde said...

Finding something positive every day is a good thing! But don't lose your avenue for expression by limiting your blog only to those things. Sometimes just putting down the negative things in writing makes them go away in your brain. (or at least that is how it works for me!)